Wish I was too dead to cry
My self affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochists to which I cater

You don`t need to bother
I don`t need to be
I`ll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on I won`t let go till it bleeds

Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me s**t to digest

I wish I had a reason
My flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying

You don`t need to bother
I don`t need to be
I`ll keep slipping farther
Once I hold on I won`t let go till it bleeds

Wish I`d died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shell forgotten with its memories
Diaries left with cryptic entries

And you don`t need to bother
I don`t need to be
I`ll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on I won`t let go till it bleeds

You don`t need to bother
I don`t need to be
I`ll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on I`ll never live down my deceit